I got the Pyro Archon! UwU

Happy new year!

My radiation therapy is done... just chemo to do till March or April next year. TvT

Been a while... I'm still progressing what happened...

But I have been doing things again I enjoy, like drawing more, playing games and watching anime...

But I'm still healing slowly... mentally...

And... I'm not going lie... I'm scared for this radiation therapy...

Went for my 2th chemo yesterday and...

I found out I have live cancer and need radiation therapy... for 5 days.

It doesn't fucking end...

Edit:

I want to say thank you for all the lovely comments. Q^Q

I really appreciate it. Q^Q

I'm not going do commentary for.. god how long due my mind isn't at a good space right now.... lots shit happened.... still working through it. But I do want to do gameplays without talking and play around with my Vtuber model.

Hey everyone been... God's how long. Well long story short.

I had three emergency surgerys.

1. Removal of my gallbladder.
2. Temporary stoma bag.
3. Permanent stoma bag.

That was why in last year September I was keep getting sick up till the three surgerys. So I can officially say... I'm cured from Ulcerative Colitis for 25 years. But polye what in my rectum is cancer when the doctors cut it out. And 3 of 31 glands had signs of cancer.

So I need pre chemo to make sure it won't cause problems in future. Lucky the doctor say my hair won't fall out and it's not strong and no side effects. But I have to had a other surgery for a port.

That's why I was so gone for so long.

And big changes are coming since... I can't look at my old self anymore. I chance my art place needs to changes.

Been a while... *Sigh*

My health gotten bad my mom forced me to go to doctor and... my illness has a huge flare up. So my doctor put me on lots of pills and drops for two weeks and might need blood transfusion and tests. T.T

So I'm not happy going through this... again... since it's mentally tiresome... T.T

I just want to live a normal life with out this.... really... I'm so mentally tired of this over and over... T.T

It's been a while...

After my cold my health wasn't all great due to my illness and been going through emotional roller-coaster... TvT

So I'm slowly healing. TvT

I woke up with sore throat and sniffles... I got the cold. TvT